When the words “sacrifice" and "love" both pop up in the same sentence, we can’t help but remember a film wherein a certain Jack sacrifices his life for a Rose to stay afloat. Sound familiar? Yes, the film that made us all shed tears as deep as the Northern Atlantic ocean, Titanic.
Just like Jack, I would sacrifice my own life for the sake of love. I’d do anything for them. I’d also give up my dreams for them if I have to.
If I ever lose them, I don’t know what I would do with my life anymore. I can’t live without love. I don’t think anyone can. I might spend all of my days frowning and hating on the world, which is not okay. Yet, maybe it was meant for me to lose them. Maybe it wasn’t really fated for our worlds to collide. As the old saying goes, “Everything happens for a reason.” Or maybe you lost them to serve as a challenge to make you stronger. God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers.
So maybe I won’t sulk around when I lose them. Well, maybe just a little bit. Instead of having unproductive habits, I’d strive to get them back. And if fate really won’t make our ends meet, then I’d do the things I love instead (which is mainly composed of me expressing myself through dance). For I know that love finds you when you start doing the things you love most.
Today may have been one of the worst days of my entire life. And when I mean bad, I seriously mean bad. 1) I got humiliated in class for making my classmates do something; which they totally deserved, btw. 2) I may or may not have lost my best friends because I didn’t pick to be grouped with them for a school project. Dense, right? 3) I got so much catching up to do on both social causes and school work cause I’ve been skipping classes for 2 whole weeks. I practiced for a dance competition, though. And lastly, 4) There’s this guy I’ve been obsessing on since Friday and we small talked. You think that’s good news? Well, no. The whole morning, I was avoiding him because I didn’t want my feelings to grow. You know, I don’t need a fling right now since I have so much on my plate. Other than that, I don’t wanna like someone again. I just end up expecting and then nothing happens in the end.
Let’s just hope for something that could miraculously save me from my miseries.